swallowing feelings

I simile too much and cry when it’s too hard to feel.
Dream about lifetimes so far from mine.
Struggle to breath, the air is too heavy.
Waiting and wishing to get out of this place,
Do something with this life of mine.
Every second I’ve spent with you, has meant everything to me.
do you know who you are? I don't think I've told you.
we’ll make it through, treasure our battle scars.
There are times that hurt to remember, I miss them so much.
But I can't wait to have the chance to do it again, make memories, even more valuable.
do i miss the past, yes, do i fear the future, more. regrets? loads
would i trade this life for something Else? never.
why? hope.